AA Thought for the Day

October 30, 2007

Clowning Around

I began to feel like a clown juggling too many balls.
Each ball represented a problem I was keeping up in the air.
My arms were weary and I knew I couldn't keep on much longer,
but I was not about to give up.
My pride and ego wouldn't let me.
Bosses, judges, co-workers, lawyers, car notes, bar tabs, loan sharks,
utility payments, landlords, my girlfriend, people I had double-crossed
-- I looked to all these as the source of my problems,
while overlooking the most basic problem: my drinking and myself.
I'd known for a long time that I desperately wanted to get off
this merry-go-round, but I had no idea how to do it.

Reprinted from Alcoholics Anonymous, Page 506, with permission of A.A. World Services, Inc.


Thought to Ponder....

Swallowing my pride will not get me drunk.


Recovery Related Acronym

Coffee Pot

P R I D E = Personal Recovery Involves Deflating Ego.


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