My name is Phil, and I'm an alcoholic.

Early in my sobriety, I discovered that one of the most difficult things for me to accomplish was to get out of my own way. You told me when I came in that I needed to put down the booze, take the cotton out of my ears and put it in my mouth, and find God. This done, it was time to change my whole life. I used to think I was in charge of something. Mostly, I thought I was in charge of everything. I thought I had the power to stay sober. I didn't think I needed Twelve steps, God, or any of you. Today I know that none of this is true. I do know that all blessings come from God and that my sobriety is a gift from Him. I know that He will guide me if I don't try to muddy the waters by getting involved in the process, other than to control my attitude and reactions to things that happen in my life. I know that God is in charge and that my power is only what He gives me. Armed with this knowledge and the program of Alcoholics Anonymous, a fine sponsor and my support group, I am somewhat prepared to do what I can about staying sober, one day at a time. I know that I must read, pray, talk to other AA's, and go to meetings. I must also let God drive the bus. Thanks for letting me share.

- Phil