The last promise in the Big Book [p. 84]
came true for me on the very first day of sobriety.
God kept me sober that day,
and on every other day I allowed Him to operate in my life.
He gives me the strength, courage and guidance
to meet my responsibilities in life...
He works with my inner self,
while I produce in the outer world,
for He will not do for me what I can do for myself.
What I am is God's gift to me.
What I make of myself is my gift to Him.
F R O G = Fully Rely On God.
I am Mackley, an alcoholic.
It has been my experience (and observation) that the last promise on the list on pages 83-84 in the Big Book can be easily misunderstood:
"We will suddenly realize that God is doing for us what we could not do for ourselves."
I kept waiting for God to start doing for me what I cannot do for myself. Finally, I noticed two words: "realize" and "is." For me, the promise is that I will finally "realize" that God not only "is" doing for me what I cannot do for myself, but that God has been doing so for every "is" I have lived. There has never been a time when I had to remind my lungs to breathe or my heart to beat. Logically, if God kept His faith in me during all I was doing, now that I am trying to improve, He will not drop me. He "is" continuing, and will for every "is" I have! And for me, this promise includes the idea that I only have "NOW," not 5 microseconds from "NOW." So my job is "NOW." God's job is everything after that. This promise came true long before I "realized" it!
- Mackley
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