A "spiritual experience" to me meant attending meetings,
seeing a group of people,
all there for the purpose of helping each other;
hearing the Twelve Steps
and the Twelve Traditions read at a meeting,
and hearing the Lord's Prayer,
which in an AA meeting has such great meaning --
"Thy will be done, not mine."
A spiritual awakening soon came to mean
trying each day to be a little more thoughtful,
more considerate, a little more courteous
to those with whom I came in contact.
The ankle-biters of everyday struggles will eat away at me
unless I go to meetings and share.
C A R E = Comforting And Reassuring Each other.
My name is Trip and I'm an alcoholic.
I have been sober for quite a few 24, and today I still realize the importance of meetings. I've been going through an extremely emotional time the last few months and the only thing that has kept me sober and sane (somewhat) has been the Twelve Steps, my sponsor, and meetings. I've wanted to isolate, not share my feelings, and generally avoid dealing with the "issues." By the grace of God, I've been sober long enough to know what works. The other night I was in such a tailspin that the only thing I knew to do was go to a face-to-face meeting even though I had much more "important" things to do. The speaker told my story! Once again I left the meeting with hope and gratitude. Regular attendance at meetings allows me to put one foot in front of another, and keep on trudging the Road of Happy Destiny. If I work the Steps, God will keep on doing for me what I can't do for myself.
Thanks for letting me share.
Peace,
Trip B.
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